How can I cure my Marijuana/Anxiety problem?
Monday, February 22nd, 2010Alright before I post my question please keep the responses positive. I know there are a lot of people that hate marijuana but this is really important to me that I figure out a solution to my problem. Anyways since I was about 17 I smoked weed 4-6 times a week and absolutely loved it. I would smoke with my friends and it would just be a good time (I played tackle football a lot after smoking a fat blunt!) Anyways I messed with some coke about 2 years ago and it ended up triggering these horrible horrible panic attacks and general anxiety. I was put on the bullshit drug lexapro, was on it till about 7 months ago and I feel awesome to be without it. Anyways I continued to smoke weed these entire time but after my anxiety manifested the awesome enjoyable highs I would get were replaced by horrible anxiety highs (trouble breathing, increased heartrate) So since then I have gone to smoking about 2 times a week max, mostly onyl when I am drunk. Anytime I smoke when I am not drunk it just ends up in a panic attack, but I keep trying hoping to find that lovely high I used to get. I want to know if anyone has any advice or stories on how to overcome this anxiety induced by weed (for the record my anxiety in general is much better, to the point where maybe I will get anxious once a week randomly) I mean i really would be so so so happy if I could just smoke with some friends and the love the time not sit there constantly taking my pulse. If it helps the thing I noticed that sets these panic attacks on is when I start feeling short of breath. I will smoke, get a nice high for about 5 minutes, then like that all I can think about is how I am not breathing properly which turns into a high heart rate and then into a full blown panic attack. I will admit when I smoke when I am drunk I get a nice high and sometimes when I like in a good conversation I will feel good but still a little anxious, so I know that its all mental and not physical. I just cant seem to get over the fact that I am fine and nothing happened last time my breathing was wierd and my heart race was up, but I still panic. Someone please help me I want to feel that great high again!
Sorry for the typos, I should be in bed
man i use to smoke everyday at least 5 blunts a day i just recently stopped(2 days ago) but what usually works 4 me is a nice t.v. show. or you can find a girl who smokes. usually wen i smoke with a girl i become unconcerned with everything else but her. Just relax tho because no1 has ever died rite on da spot from smoking its all in you man