I hate to sound like one of those people asking questions with a slew of different conditions but unfortunately I’m no exception. Up til 2 years ago I was a happy, energetic, and optimistic person. After experiencing several unfortunate circumstances I suddenly started having panic attacks. I thought it was something that would go away with time but I was mistaken. Now I have them several times a week if not every day. I avoid going out which has led to depression. I exercise, I’ve changed my diet, cut caffeine out completely, but still I feel imprisoned by my condition. Now Ive noticed myself thinking such negative thoughts like I’ll always be this way, theres no hope, and whats the point of living if this is how its going to be. I dont mean to sound emo at all… I dont like how I feel, believe me. I want to change and just "having good thoughts" isnt enough. Have any of you overcome/successfully managed your panic attacks?
First of all, forget about "sounding emo". It’s a really dumb term that kids throw around. If you have anxiety and depression, you are not following a fad, you are suffering.
Second, you need to see a doctor to get an idea whats happening. Don’t be ashamed of it, its more common then you could imagine. Most people never acknowledge they are ill, and just get worse, start abusing drugs and/or alcohol, and waste a lot of their life.
You will probably need a combination of therapy and medication. Many people say you can manage with exercise and good thoughts. If you can, start doing some exercise and yoga…and possibly some meditition. But in my experience, an antidepressant will really help you, wheather it is something you take for a while, or for a longer time.
The side effects kind of suck, but anxiety and depression can ruin and even end your life.
Finally, anxiety and depression can be symptoms of bipolar too. Make sure you are honest with your psychiatrist when you see one. Have them look at all possibilities.
You mentioned you were "imprisoned" by this. This to me says you need to seek some help. You cannot manage this alone when it reaches this point. It can and many times does get a lot worse, and can ruin your life. Or you can face it now and not let that happen.
Please do something. Make an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow. You will feel better just doing that.