For people who have had panic attack(s), I got a question for you?
Sunday, December 27th, 2009I think my mom might be suffering from a panic disorder. Explain how you feel (symptoms and fears) during an attack. How long does it last, and what helps?
For a long time I thought ‘Panic Attacks’ were for the weak and stupid and then my husband was deployed to Iraq.
And they his tour was extended.
And then there was a day when I realized I wasn’t breathing.
I was standing at the check out counter with a friend and I could not focus on what the cashier was saying. She sounded like she was speaking jibberish and in slow motion. I felt like my chest was going to explode if I didn’t get air in my lungs. I thought I was going to die. My friend turned to me and said something along the lines of ‘you don’t look so good,’ to which I replied ‘I don’t feel so good.’ She walked me out and I sat down on a bench and waited until I could hear again. I had some Lifesavers (no pun intended) and waited until I felt ‘normal’ again.
When I have an ‘attack’ the symptoms for me are: My chest gets tight and I feel like I can’t get any air in my lungs. Sound becomes muffled, people’s mouths move but their voices sound like they are talking through a pillow. My head swirls in a dizzy way. My body gets weak and I slow down (walking.) I think that I’m going to die. Afterwards I am VERY hungry. The circumstance determines how long the ‘attack’ is. Sometimes it can take all day to come on sometimes it’s an afternoon, sometimes it’s over in 20 minutes.
I went through deployment counseling because this was such a new situation for me and I did not have the tools to deal with the fears I was having with my husband being at war. Occasionally I’ll have an ‘attack’ but it is rare and I know now how to cope.
Coping for me usually consists of some kind of hard candy for the blood sugar, and refocusing my ideas on the positive things in my life.