My Panic Attack Solution

I have up to 10 panic attacks a day, the kind where you need to run out of the building at work and hyperventilate until you call 911. These panic attacks are so serious that I am on 7 different medications including those that just knock me out for 24 hours.

I don’t want to live like this. Right now I am not working because I can’t stop these panic attacks. THE ONLY THING that helps is alcohol. It’s the only thing that takes me out of reality. I think that if I didn’t drink I would commit suicide. I have seen 4 therapists.

This is all due to a ton of illnesses diagnosed at age 23. I have lesions all over my brain, epilepsy, PTSD, panic and anxiety disorder, cognitive learning disorder, Bipolar 2, Diabetes, Mitral Valve Prolapse and Agoraphobia.

Nothing helps the panic but the alcohol. Therapy should’ve worked by now. Meds should’ve worked by now. NOTHING WORKS but alcohol why is this? Am I a lost cause?

bullshit theres no excuse for alcoholism ,stop using everything you suffer from as an excuse, its a choice to drink or not to drink ,so stop the crap and wake up to the damage you are doing to yourself and most likely worrying your family ,there are things that will work for your panic attacks and ,im sure that you being an epileptic know that drinking is stupid ,oh crap i think you are just a hypochondriac looking for excuses for your drinking habits