My Panic Attack Solution

I am daydreaming about Episode III and I been having nighhtmares about Star Wars #3 for 2 years now and I always cry for Anakin!!!!! : ( How do I avoid the ending part of #3??? I am having a major panic attack right now and My mom told me I have OCD because of my thoughts about Star Wars episode 3. Should I stay away from the bad episode and try to watch Star Wars episode 2 again???? Please help me because I have a crush on Anakin Skywalker since Episode II. Waaah!!! I am crying again for Anakin!!!!!! I had a nightmare about epiisode III last night and I woke up crying in my sleep. Can you send me an email and a picture of anakin from episode 2 to anakinskywalkerfan90@yahoo.com and be my friend???? What was the main confict in episode III???? Thanks for your time. I am having a major breakdown right now and should I go talk to my mom???

Peace,
anakinskywalkerfan90

Seek professional help.