My Panic Attack Solution

Abusive parents disrespect you so that you feel drinking and smoking is no big deal. Then they catch you and get off on it. Its all a game and they win by making you out to have a problem. Youre just reacting to poor parenting and abuse. This game can go on for years into adulthood until you realize they are liars even tho the words might sound true. Abusers are experts at twisting words and making things sound true just to hurt you.

The reason you could care less about drinking and whatever is cause you dont care about their rules. Why? cause there is no respect in the family. There is distance and hatred. The words they use to bring constant anger is a key sign.

Hurting people hurt others. They are sick and being mean makes them feel better. People/kids/parents do mean things or lie and control. They just want the reaction so they can get high feel good from it. The words are not true. They have a problem and they need control.

Also -When you have a bad past/rejection/father gone it lets other things start. Anorexia Bi polar, Cutting, OCD, anxiety, panic attacks, hearing voices can all come from a tramautic past. It opens doors to the negative and they start to dwell closeby, like addicitons cravings.

You can talk to me or google "emotional abuse" and see all the definitions and see its all true. Knowing the truth is the step to freedom from pain. Negative people and abuse brings spiritual problems so praying to get rid of negative things of a spiritual nature is often needed after years of abuse. Its not you its them. Its all about you having control.

Fathers, provoke not your children to anger, lest they be discouraged. Colosians 3-21

1. Read online about verbal abuse. Read 20+ sites. BULLYING 20 sites
2. Realize its their problem.
3. Realize anger hurts you not them.
4. Google "Sinners prayer"- stops sadness.
5. Google "Deliverance Prayers"

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Source– Experience

I think you got wrong in some parts.
"Anorexia Bi polar, Cutting, OCD, anxiety, panic attacks, hearing voices " I had all of these major problems when I was younger (I still have some) but my parents are not abusive. I mean,maybe they are but the society knows them as "model parents". dad’s a neuro sergon, mom’s a lawyer!!! they seem perfectly happy from a stranger’s eyes but what I know is that they barely even talk to each other. they have nothing in common…oh,well, they do! they both have a tendency to make me do things they like… and you know what hurts most is that when I used to live with them they did all they could to drive me mad like 25 times a day and then they called me an abnormal child! I have experienced some horrible years but gradualy I realized that they are not worthy enough to rule my life. they always wanted me to study medicine or law in a university in my home town to be as close to them as possible, but I thought it’s time for a change and I decided to study literature in the capital which is a four hour drive from my home town.
this decision literally changed everything for me. as soon as I chose to break the chains I realized Im a whole different person. now I know that Im not all I thought I am. I used to feel extremely lonely and never (I mean ever) talked to people in school but now that I talk more I actually find that many people like me !!
I don’t know how old you are (Im only 18!) but I wanna let you know that I understand how you feel. even though I feel much better than I used to feel, I know that scars would remain forever and I will never be whole again. both cuts on my arms and cuts on my soul will remain but I think if I ever settle down and have some kids, I can be a good parent to my children. I will let them grow but bounding them with no chain, I will let them choose their own way…
I hope you too woudd discover your precious real self soon. Good luck and have a nice life