i really NEED away. everything was fine and then i had a mental breakdown panic attack.?
and ever since then nothing, literally nothing makes me happy. sure something funny will happen and ill laugh but in two seconds its gone and im so unhappy again and idk why. i dont know who i am anymore or what i want in myself, life, or others and its driving me twords insanity. i need out of town for a while to think about my life and pull together but i don’t know where to go.. my parents won’t let me. but i absolutely need it.
Trust me I know exactly what you’re talking about. I wish I could help but I’m just as lost as you are.
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Comment from Move on
Time September 28, 2009 at 5:02 am
I had to do the same thing once. I jumped on the train from California to Colorado to stay with my Aunt and Uncle.
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Comment from taylor b
Time September 28, 2009 at 5:43 am
You need to allow yourself to be happy. You cant just accept it’ll come. make it happen
you may have heard this before. but you need to hear it again.
the only thing stopping you from being happy is you.
i will not trouble your already troubled sould with my own emotional baggage, because i know from experience this does not help/
to be happy, you have to allow yourself to feel. you have to let everything in, the good and the bad. you have to recognise the good in life, and concentrate on positivity. look at a baby, just hold one for one minute, and look at him, and see his wonder reflected in your own eyes. is this not reason enough to live?
stop being tired of TRYING to be happy, and allow yourself to actually BE happy.
and if YOU perceive yourself as a failure, how can u possible hope anyone else will see you as anything different? all of us are searching for some meaning in life, some answers. none of us ever truly find any. you just have to accept that life is full of uncertainty, and work through it. giving up is never useful to anyone. seek comfort in knowing that you are strong in that respect at least. get some self esteem. if you lose your parents you should not be feeling ashamed by this. if you want to live by yourself – make it happen. get a job – be positive at the interview – go and take a fresh look at the wonders of nature – the park or anywhere!! – and begin yourself anew . learn again what you enjoy and fill yourself with it. feed your heart. never give up. never let go. feed your heart.
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Comment from tinklover520
Time September 28, 2009 at 4:19 am
Trust me I know exactly what you’re talking about. I wish I could help but I’m just as lost as you are.
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